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Monday, April 27, 2009
7:47 AM i really dunno. sometimes i'll be so brave, sometimes i choose to hide in my shell and cry. cry for my stupidity, cry for my fate, cry for my lost love. was it even mine in the first place? guess not. i cant stop the tears, nor the jealousy i feel. i try to believe, but deep down we both noe its all lies. our relationship was built on lies. and continue to live on in lies. u choose to lie, i choose to believe. why so? cause i dun wanna hurt. im not brave lyk any other girls to do a clean break once and for all. im not dat kind. at least not towards u. everytime i look forward to our meeting. yet i'll be face wif disappointment once again. i noe you didnt do ur visa today. u went to meet someone else. isnt it true. you didnt reply msg and u reach home late. dun tell me u out wif ur dad till so late. u lied. didnt you? everytime i got drunk you came to my mind. somebody jus has to say a litte something to trigger the tears. and it will start flowing lyk a river. i hate to be so weak. to appear weak to other ppl. its not wat i wan. i used to be the brave one. Saturday, April 18, 2009
1:10 PM whee~ im blogging from work!! sigh, i miss him. i miss the hugs, the kisses. yet it can nv be the same again. where are you when i needed you the most? hugging some other girls? i guess so. i really really miss you. the old you. Thursday, April 16, 2009
9:12 PM im so tired of trying and hurting. i tried to make u turn back. but it doesnt works. when we out together, does it kill you not to reply 1 or 2 smses? does it kill you not to pick up the call. i guess it does, if not she or they will come after you? fuck care lah. do you even care about my feelings when u pick up the call, talk until so sweet and nice. reply sms and smiling at the same time. even talk on msn when im around. in the past, you wouldn't do that. this jus shows how much i mean to you. i was neva someone special to you. neva someone important to you. jus a spare tire. Tuesday, April 14, 2009
12:09 PM i was browsing through 2007 yearbook. i saw the netball photos dat we took 2 years ago. much memories flooded back. i miss netball! netball in gess was much much better than nyp. there may be poitics too. but we all strive hard as a team. i miss them. the time when we play together, train together, laugh together. its so much fun! i miss secondary sch too. funny classmates, outings after school. now? life is so boring. poly life is so different from wat i thought. once again, poly life gonna start soon. wonder if i can handle it? timetabe is crazy, so fully pack =/ almost everyday is morning till late afternoon :( Thursday, April 9, 2009
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