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Saturday, November 22, 2008
6:51 AM  me and dear(: while waiting for bus home. on bus. emo kid. haha.was suppose to meet dear 4 at parkway parade. gg east coast(: but i was late. reach at 430=/ so sorry dear! it looked lyk it was gg to rain so we stay in pp walk around. then went to play arcade. left pp at around 7 and went to the petshop nearby which sells alot of pets! :D  dear likes the rabbits alot!  the rabbit got brown eye ring. look lyk panda! so cute! :D had dinner at the hawker centre nearby after dat.  supposed to be popular hokkien mee stall wif alot of newspaper posters etc.but its not nice =/ dear ate pontian wanton noodles. the one used to be at heeren. i prefer the heeren one. nicer. after dat walk to ecp(: slacked and chit chat.  after dat walked to mac deresaw this fun fair for kids. got merry-go-round, ferris wheel and pirate ship! :D but the things look so old.  see above.the evidence. looks lyk haunted funfair! hahahhas.   saw candy floss and was damn tempted!long time since i had 1(: but the aunty make until quite ugly. haas. dear likes it. eat alot! :D  see his unglamness.can tell he lyks it ehhh. hahahaha. mouth open until so big! went home after dat. saw tiffany wif her bf(: i enjoyed myself alot. i love spending time wif dear(: Wednesday, November 19, 2008
7:35 AM im a total bitch in friendster! hahaha. go read my profile and u'll noe wat i mean. or try clinking on ppl who wrote me comments. see wat i reply them. hahahaha. im being such a bitch to other ppl but a total angel to my dear(: finally went back to sch today! and im late for 7 mins! still acceptable. haas. pratically sleep the whole day. other than DR Ali's class. rush off to meet dear after sch ended at 5. finally get to see him after 2 days. those 2 days seems forever lah!! he ended work at 430. so reached dhoby early. jess and ash came along oso. ash, waiting for bf. jess, dun wanna go home. haha. after i met up wif dear then we spilt. walk around then had dinner at foodcourt. saw jess and ash again. and they startd tslking about my unglam stuff in sch!!! OMG!! REALLY PS!! then they left and we went to play arcade. after dat walk walk. then dear's mum call him. and h got so angry and started solding at his mum. so scary lah!! he damn fierce. den whole face black black. sigh. first time see him liddat. think he too stress over his fyp oso =/ if only i can be of help :( after dat he send me to bustop and i saw darius! anw, dats all for today. wat a boring day. but makes fun because of dear. wonder when i can see him again. sigh. Tuesday, November 18, 2008
8:39 AM i guess staying at home really makes me bored. makes me feel lyk blogging every single min. i told this afternoon i wanna get married and give birth. guess her reaction? . . . . . of course she scolded me lah. hahahaha. motherly instinct kicking in! paul lim zhan ye!! when will u show me to ur frens and introduce me as ur gf :( mayb they roughly guess so alr. but i wannabe official. i wan u to be proud of me, show to ur frens and family. put in ur friendster as attached not single! sigh. i dun wan u to msg other girls. cause im insecure. i always feel dat they are more than jus frens. so afraid of knowing the truth. can u do wat u promise? so far it still seems lyk there is quite abit of empty promises =/ i wan u to suggest meetup. not always me. i wan u to be nice to me. to reallly care for me. to worry about me. its weird that u nv once asked whether i reached home safely. or ask me to be careful on the way home and text u when i reach home. isnt dat wat normal bf say to their gf? even my fren say we talk lyk normal frens. dun even look lyk a couple. i oso realise we have nth much to talk about. sigh. what can i do to salvage this situation? can u tell me wat to do? i really wanna show u to my family. but i noe u dun wanna meet them. mum was asking me about my bf. and i lied to her saying im single. she say if have must show her. grandma oso say so. she said show her before she dies. didnt noe my mother side so open de. usually they very traditional towards other stuff. hmmm. will dat day comes, when i proudly show u to my parents? and u show me to ur parents too? i doubt so :( im not the ideal one rite? :( Monday, November 17, 2008
9:06 PM sob sob. im rotting at home. should have went school. staying at home jus makes me miss dear more =( 2 days gone without seeing him. i hate his attachment lah!! :( no more meeting in the morning. sigh. no motivation to go sch. think i'll always be late or pon sch now. i miss him alot. really alot. sigh. if only we can stay together. so good!! but think he will go crazy. ha. i seriously think i have no life at all. other than gg out wif him, i've no one else to go out wif :( sob. life sucks. i miss dear lots lots lots. sigh. i miss ur hugs and kisses :(
1:53 AM everyone, please help to click on the advertisment at the top of the page! thanks alot! :D didnt go to sch today. down wif a very bad flu. and anw, no mood to go either. i miss dear badly. got 2 days mc. should i go to sch tml? hmmm. hope i can meet dear after his attachment for dinner =/ Sunday, November 16, 2008
7:34 AM COUSIN'S BIRTHAY CLEBRATION ON 15 NOV! went dear's house in the afternoon to mahjong wif his classmates. overall win abit. around 2 bucks. haha. mahjong is so fun(: left at around 7. dear drive me to pass jess bag and then to aljunied mrt. so that it will be nearer for me when i take train to pasir ris(: so sweet of him(: reach costa sands nearing 8. alot of ppl lah!! cause its sat!! alot of family gathering, birthday celebration. reached and started bbq! and of course, my mother side being a traditional family, it is the younger generation responsibilities to bbq for the older generation. bloody hell, they could have ask nicer i swear. they make it sounds lyk its our job to bbq for them. assholes. i hate my mum side relatives. especially my grandma. she is so biased one ok. i've not had a good impression of her since young. i dread seeing her.
 birthday girl! cousin jerene!  my cousin and his gf! hope they can ge married soon. been a long time since i last attended wedding. haha.  bbq pit! see the guy in blue shorts?he helps me bbq and do the fire. i say i wan eat sweet potato so he help me bbq and gave me 3! when i only ask for 1 -.- haha. so nice(: he keep on tempting me wif the vodka! and then say i underage cannot drink -.- another guy oso very nice. he bbq alr then let me take his food. hahaha. all cousin's colleague  pretty brithday cake which wrotes, happy birthday jerene!   left at 1115. on the way to interchange. pass by ehub! so pretty! there's a indoor ferris wheel! :D mayb one day i'll come here and shop(:  reach interchange and chiong to mrt station. but we still missed the train=/ so no choice had to take 5 which takes around an hr plus to reach home. and guess wat, no more bus either -.- so had to cab home!!! damn ex lah from pasir ris to tiong bahru plus midnight charge somemore. OMG. i feel so broke =/ the cab damn cool. got tv! only show advertisment and landmarks. but still very cool!! :D TODAY dear came over and slack(: played this game call hotel626. u should try, here's the link www.hotel626.com this game can only be played between 6pm to 6am. u can change ur com clock if u wanna play in the morning. went to have dinner at tiong bahru plaza. indonesian grill is nice! :D after dat went to buy tiong bahru pao! he say the siew mai is nice. but then no more le =/ dear drove me home after dat(: sian, his attachment starts tml, which means i cant meet him in sch early in the morning anymore :( which oso means, i'll more likely pon sch cause got no motivation to go sch and see him :( sob sob. ahhhhh. having flu now. i hate it :( Saturday, November 15, 2008
8:28 AM have you ever taken a cab or car along the PIE? from pasir ris all the way to bukit mearh? firstly, its damn ex! but besides dat, u see very nice scenary(: the stretch of east coast park. where u see all the bright lights of seafod restaurant. and then it passes by the city area. the singapore flyer, the CBD, singapore river and the building casino. it was 12 am. and yet, the lights were still on. the scenary is so pretty! but that doesnt make me feel happy. instead it makes me feel even lonelier. its lyk u're the only one among all those tall buildings. i felt lost and empty deep inside. PIE makes me sad =( Friday, November 14, 2008
10:02 AM HAPPY 4 MONTHS DEAR :D this 4 months havent been easy on both of us. u said u're getting use to my emo-ness. does dat means u wont care anymore? :( u said about ur ex too emo, then u broke up wif her. will it happen to me too? i oso dun wanna be emo. but things always happen. mayb i think too much or wat bah. but i really cant help it =/ i love you and i scare to lose u. thats y i think so much. deardear, i wan us to last forever(: will we? hugs, i love you(: met dear after school. went for massage at serangoon dere. so shiok!! :D thanks to dear i get free massage(: after dat went to have dinner. seafood beehoon is nice! dear always have nice food recommendation! :D so unfair ok, he eat so much but he doesnt grow fat! afetr eating seafood beehoon he can still finsh a bowl of wanton noodles! pro rite? haas. went home after dat. Thursday, November 13, 2008
5:29 AM       ytd was feeling real down. im glad dat i have all those nice frens, classmates! thanks jess, for lendng me ur shoulder(: and ester, yujuan for cheering me up(: im glad to have u guys around! :D things arent really gg well now. i hope things can go well from now on. no more bad news please, im sure im gonna break down soon :( and, i hope i can get the sponsorship! pretty please! :D Thursday, November 6, 2008
8:01 AM hey ppl, i will be uplloading more photos and update about school soon! so keep coming back and check ok? :D i mayb oso wanna start my own blogshop. mayb start of by selling my own stuff first! haha. can giv me ur comments? in the mean time, help me click on the ads! thanks! :D Tuesday, November 4, 2008
6:00 AM  happy deepavali! a very late post indeeed. haha. the first time i went little india other than primary school field trip. and i love all the skirts there lah(: a nice place where u can get all the long skirt at a very cheap price! :D one of the stall in the bazaar which sells LOTS of flowers. main purpose there was to accompany jess to get her threading done and she accompany me for dinner. but we ended up shopping! :D YES, SHOPPING AT LITTLE INDIA!  all the pics are taken in the bazaar. its lyk chinese new year chinatown where they build all those tents to sell new year goodies. instead of chinese things they have henna, flowers, lots of bangles and accessories, indian food, decorations, and shirts! me and jess bought a skirt from dere(:only $16 bucks! cheap and nice! :D we got he same one but different colour. haha.   they really sell lots of different bangles as u can see in the above 2 pics! wide selection, from colours to designs . u wan wat, they have wat!  before dat in school we were doing radiography. and we had to process xray films! so cool ok(: and we get to xray our personal things! so i did 1 wif my heels! :D "  the model in the bio lab. my new bf, the "muscle man" he has so much muscles! haha. |
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