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    Thursday, October 30, 2008
    8:18 AM

    TO KIM:
    hahahaha.
    nothing else to say?
    thanks to u my blog got so much tags now!
    woots~ first time man(:
    but anw, u sucks(:
    u must be someone who either know me or paul.
    and i wonder who.
    why not u tell me who u are and we thrash things out face to face?
    easier and faster.

    thanks wj, yen, jess, ester and jyi for denfending me(:
    yay! i got nice frens(:

    Wednesday, October 29, 2008
    3:55 AM

    TO KIM:
    ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
    i dun need you to teach me what to do or criticise my r/s.
    and how did you noe so much about me?
    how you noe i met him from the net?
    jus who the hell are you?
    if u dare, tell me who you are.
    dare to comment, dare to tell your name.
    why not show ur face?
    i'll see whether are you really dat pretty to comment on others.
    saying others is a loser?
    then how about you?
    dun dare to tell ur name and show urself.
    dat makes u a winner?
    OMG, STOP BEING SO FULL OF YOURSELF!
    seriously, i wanna wat kind of r/s i choose it myself.
    ur business? who the hell are u lah.
    dun think i wasnt harsh in my previous post means im easily bullied ok.
    if u're smart enough, u should apologise.
    its my life. i choose wat i wan.
    NONE OF UR PROBLEM!
    get a life lah. u got nothing better to do izzit?
    LOSER.

    Tuesday, October 28, 2008
    6:36 AM

    TO KIM:
    hmmm. cant believe im using my precious time to write a post in reply to your tags.
    firstly, wat u said at first and wat u said in the last few tags have no links at all? =/
    pls, wat are you trying to prove?
    did i ever say dat my bf is good-looking?
    and have you seen him before in real life?
    so who are you to judge?
    im blind??!!!
    hello, if i am, how am i suppose to blog?
    hahahaha. ok. i noe wat you mean.
    hmmmm. if you noe me, you would noe that i kinda judge guys base on looks.
    those guys whom are on good terms wif me, the looks must at least be passable.
    not to say that im very pretty or whatsoever that i have to choose my frens.
    no, its jus that first impression do count.
    and normally if you see a goodlooking person u would naturally feel good about him?
    dat is how i felt when i saw my bf.
    to me, he is not bad looking.
    of course there are other more shuai guys out dere.
    and plus im not pretty either.
    so doesnt it match?
    ugly and ugly u would say?
    hahahaha.
    it doesnt matter wat u think, all it matters is wat I THINK.
    BECAUSE HE IS MY BF AND NOT URS.
    you can say and think whatever you wan because its ur personal opinion.
    but as a form of respect, i think u shouldnt condemn someone jus by the looks.
    indeed, he may treat me bad at times.
    but there are times which he treats me nice too.
    jus dat i didnt blog about it.
    i blog about the bad times cause i have no one to talk to and i need a place to vent my emotions on.
    i still think u shouldt say such a bad thing about a person when u neva see him before.
    i lyk him not cause of his looks or wat.
    is because he's humorous and he neva fails to brighten my day.
    have you ever been so in love that jus by seeing the person makes u happy no matter how bad your day was?
    if u been through that, u would understand how i feel.
    if ur bf treats u lyk how mine treats me, mayb u wont wanna be wif dat person.
    but to me, no.
    i dn give up easily in r/s.
    i believe as long as im nice to him, 1 day he will appreciate everything i've done.
    althought dat day may neva come.
    but i dun wanna give up.
    at least not now.
    because i believe he still treats me reasonably well.
    at least, he doesnt scold me, hit me or abuse me.
    he still calls me dear, console me when im sad.
    give me hugs and kisses, send me to the station.
    bear wif all my snorings! haha.
    if u're my close fren, you would noe i change alot for him.
    and why? cause i believe he's worth it.
    if he's not goodlooking, then why the hell am i so scare of losing him to other girls?
    i still think im not good enough for him.
    not pretty enough, not slim enough.
    he may not treat me as nice as my ex bf does.
    but to me, he is still the best bf i've ever had.

    Sunday, October 26, 2008
    8:54 AM

    you get irritated so easily.
    am i so irritating?
    u dun even talk much to me anymore.
    wat is wrong?

    u may call me dear.
    but does it means the same?
    dear means someone or something important to you.
    but am i?

    sometimes when i see you.
    i dun even feel that i noe you.
    you seem so distant from me.
    so unfamiliar than the one i noe before.

    izzit you that im hugging or izzit jus someone who looks really lyk you?

    Tuesday, October 14, 2008
    6:56 AM

    HAPPY THIRD MONTH DEAR! :D

    i'm always happy whenever im wif you(:


    you never fail to brighten up my life jus being by my side and not doing anything.


    i love you for being you(:


    i wanna walk every brigde in my life wif you. but do you? will you wait for me?

    the cake i bake for you on your brithday(:

    the time when you took me to eat the $2 nasilemak!

    wat i love about you, is your bright smile. which never fails to cheer me up(:
    this exact same smile that attracts me to you(:

    we've been through quite alot this 3 months ehh.
    every little thing you do.
    everything we do together is eched in my mind.
    a precious memory.
    i wanna have more fun and loving memories wif you.
    instead of all the tears and jealousy. can?
    i love you wif all my heart(:
    its a late entry. so lets retrack back to 14th october!

    Sunday, October 12, 2008
    12:15 AM

    went east coast cycling wif p, jess and gloria on the last day of holiday!! :D
    met p at his house dere around 2 plus and then took bus to parkway parade.
    ate at the foodcourt wif p and shortly afetr, jess reached.
    followed by gloria.

    walk to east coast and on the way pass by this petshop and they sell realy adorable rabbits!
    p should really get one to accompany charcoal. haha.

    reached ecp me and p rented double bike :D
    and gloria should rent a children bike.
    hahaha. cause she almost couldnt touch the ground wif a normal(too low for me) bike!

    then we got lost. for around an hr!
    so me and p went to get our dinner first. before returning the bike.
    packet the laksa. quite nice(:
    so while riding back finally saw them.

    returned the bike and jess and gloria went to packet dinner.
    and then we sat at the breakwater there and have our dinner!!
    first time eating at breakwater dere leh!!
    and first time dere wif p!!
    so happy lah:D
    eat and talk alot wif p.
    and got to know alot of things too.
    make me so jealous and abit sad =/
    left at 9 plus.
    and tada, dat was my last day of sem 1 sch hols =/

    Friday, October 10, 2008
    11:41 PM





    let the pictures do the talking(:
    spent last week of my holiday doing something which i've missed for a long time!
    clubbing on thursday at home club!! :D
    went wif the girls. regina and sheeny and one of his guy fren.

    we went in kinda late. but the mood was dere.
    gotten very high and the dance was great(:
    minus the part that most guys who surround us are all
    1. ugly
    2. nerd.
    3. bad fashion sense.
    sine when did good old nerds go club?
    thought they should be at home studying? geez.
    ugly drssing wif baggy ugly tshirt and jeans.
    PLUS, THEY WORE SPECS!!!
    THOSE NERDY KIND OF SPECS U EXPECT TO SEE IN A TOP STUDENT!
    OMG. PLUS THE HAIR!!
    STANDARD GOING-TO-SCHOOL KINDA HAIR NOT WITH A BIT OF STYLE.
    but wat to expect? its jus homeclub.
    not lyk zouk or mos. where u can see better dressed guys.
    these guys are lyk gg there for a little experience so dey can write their essays on night life in singapore!!!
    hhahahaha. im jus so mean =/
    the homeclub pratically have no handsome guys who caught my attention.
    except mayb 1 or 2. hahaha.
    ton till morning at the singapore river there and then took bus home.

    next day went drinking wif regina, sheeny, adrian and zhuangli at boat quay after my work.
    it was very fun!
    especially sicne i've not seen adrian for more than half a year!
    aand he was a very good entertainment for us girls at the club(:
    met them at beer belly around 2 plus.
    we drank, sang, played till 6!
    chivas, whiskey coke, vodka sprite!
    im in a sober state but jus dat i was crooked lyk regina. haha.
    slack awhile then went home.
    and

    Tuesday, October 7, 2008
    7:33 PM

    below is the lyrics for chong dong by elva!
    i think the song and the lyrics are quite touching.



    很感激 这城市拥挤的交通
    让你我 还能多相处几分钟
    人潮中 怕失散所以轻轻拉你的手
    一刻不放松 不放松

    忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
    不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
    你给的幸福 在我心中 自由走动
    抚平我 每一个伤口

    忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
    不确定我的执着 能让你感动
    我只能相信 自己感受 不怕失落
    关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂


    我的心 是被你设定的闹钟
    提醒我 想你的时间不够用
    为什么 平淡的事情现在忽然生动
    是你改变我 你改变我

    忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
    不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
    你给的幸福 在我心中 自由走动
    抚平我 每一个伤口


    忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
    不确定我的执着 能让你感动
    我只能相信 自己感受 不怕失落
    关于你的一切 我想要比谁都懂

    你是情人 还是朋友
    还没勇气 想得太多
    你的世界 如此辽阔
    我会在那个角落

    忍不住 想要爱你的冲动
    不确定你属于我 会有点寂寞
    你给的幸福 在我心中 自由走动
    抚平我 每一个伤口

    忍不住 想要吻你的冲动
    不确定我的执着 能让你感动
    我只能相信 自己感受 不怕失落
    关于你的一切 我想要比谁 都懂

    7:49 AM

    went sentosa wif p on monday! 06/10/08
    met him at vivo and took monorail in.
    finally get to suntan!
    have been wanting to go the whole hols!




    went palawan beach.
    silosa always have alot of ppl.
    and im anti-social! haha.

    tan for around 2 hrs?
    then went vivo for lunch!
    ate at asian kitchen.
    p didnt really lyk it =/
    say i got bad recommendation.


    went p's house after dat to play mahjong wif his classmates.
    we play all the way from around 4pm till next day 8am!
    ordered canadian pizza for dinner.
    and it make most of us stomach ache! except 1 girl! =/
    slept at his place after dat till evening time then went out for dinner.


    thia is p's rabbit, charcoal!
    he's licking my fingers! cute rite?! :D
    since when u see a rabbit lick humans? hhaah.


    Thursday, October 2, 2008
    9:54 AM

    cousin birthday on tuesday!!
    HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHONGHENG!! :D
    went bugis wif liyan and sis to get chong's present.
    share a tshirt from levis wif them.
    then had dinner at shokudo cafe.
    diffeent form the one at cine =/


    sis's omelette rice wif curry pork shop! looks quite nice at first before she starts eating. ahha.

    the curry!


    im the only one who eats pasta =/ feel kinda waste money though.
    saem price as the curry omu rice =/
    but this pasta is nice! quite different from other pasta elsewhere.
    so at least i dun feel so heartache. haha.

    then went mind's cafe!
    in case u dunno, its a place where ppl play boardgames!
    meet up wif wanzhen, chong's sis.
    we plan to giv chong surprise. haha.
    slack and waited for his frens to arrive.
    and then came the birthday boy! :D

    the very nice chocolate mousse cake from jack's place! :D


    birthday boy chong heng! :D
    happily cutting his cake. haha.

    then we started playing games!
    played this game call cash and gun.
    haha. abit lame lah.
    but interesting.


    see! got guns leh!
    happily arranging all the items. haha!



    the mountain tortoise who waste 10+ to play game of life =/


    7 ppl worth of munchies! :D ultra fattening.

    p came at 9 to join us(:
    then we played uglydolls!
    an ultra violent game which involves snatching of the cards!
    p got some scratches and blue-black :(
    he oso very ungentlemen lah!
    snatch my cards! haha.
    he always win cause he damn violent oso!

    the cousins! :D


    family photo of the day! :D
    from left p(: me, sis, wanzhen, jieling, liyan, sini, umar, chong, didnt catch his name!


    wanzhen unglam pic of the day! haha!


    me and wanzhen! heh.
    p and me! :D :D :D
    finally a photo taken together! :D
    so happpy please!
    i look damn fat and ugly without make-up :(


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