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havent been updating for long.
so gonna be a longgggggg post.
beware!

LAST WEEK (thursday)

went drinking wif adrain and zhuangli.
and 2 of their frens at bq.
I LOST MY FREAING PHONE!!
we were playing dice and had lots of fun.
ta quite abit and very fast feel seh alr.
think left it on the table and went toilet
came bac and its gone =/
vomitted quite abit but still feel damn horrible.
then suddenly hyperventilate.
cant breathe properly for quite awhile.
i tell u, really feel lyk dying =/
then they sent me to alexandra hosp =/
the girls took care of me and we split cab.
couldnt even stand properly =/
i oso dunno why and wat happen.
doc or nurses didnt say anything.
jus head them say hyperventilation.
was given an injection and oxygen mask.
measured bp, heart rate dats all =/
felt real terrible at some point of time.
it was a real horrible experience!
dad came at 6 plus?
paid the bill and we went home.
of course kanna scolded lah.
but by the time i woke up i had a new sim card alr. haha.
dad is so efficient!

also went prawn fishing wif alvin but forgot which day.
its really fun!
and we got to eat the prawns we caught on the spot!:D
its abit cruel i do agree.


THIS WEEK
MONDAY

went clubbing wif sheeny at zouk.
starting was boring cause we reach quite early.
then things start to get fun! (:
we got to know this grp of guys who are really funny and nice! (:
junyang,chris, sebas, hongyi, matthew, trac.
trac really look abit lyk lin jun jie!
we dance together and then when the whole thing end they came over my hse here for supper.
slack till 6 plus then me and sheeny went home.

TUESDAY
went out wif **. met him at vivo and i was late for almost 2 hrs!
cause i overslept=/
had dinner and went shopping!
** bought me a LV WALLET!! :D
so nice rite? :D
authentic one hor.....
i will rather carry no brand than a fake one.
haha.
cost $1180!!!!
so sweet of him(:
after shopping went to sing k.
all the way till 1 plus or 2 plus?
then he send me home.

WEDNESDAY
christmas eve!
went to play mahjong in the afternoon.
after dat went to work.
and then meet up wif the group of guys from zouk.

met them at ps then waited for junyang to come.
after dat went to find sheeny.
but she was wif her other grp of frens lah.
so she didnt come along :(

cabbed to bq after jy came.
went to next stop.
after dat incident i really dun dare to drink much anymore.
i drank around 3-4 cups only?
so guai rite? :D

alot of ppl was dere lah.
jy frens mostly.
they drink until very hiong de.
neat and neat. crazy ppl -.-
haas. of course got drunk very fast -.-
and i had to take care of them lahh...
especially trac and jy =/
trac vomitted alot!
ohya, and i lost my phone again =/
too busy taking care of them =/

after few hours all sober up abit then we went sg river to slack.
chit-chat and all and then jy and wei shun send me home around 7 plus 8plus?

THURSDAY and FRIDAY!
slept till evening.
woke up prepare and went down to meet jy at ps.
collect my new sim card.
then jy met his frens, fabian and faizal.
went to have dinner and then me and jy watched yes man!
the movie is nice(:
but would be nicer if we hadnt sat in the first row =/

fnish movie around 11 plus.
then chris and matthew came to join us.
ton again!
they went for supper then we went to play pool at concorde hotel.
after pool play lan!
my first time playing lan(:
played life 4 dead.
its fun!
kill zombie de.
me being a newbie die alot of times lah.
haha. they help me alot.

play till 4 plus am then we walk to esplanade.
slack and wait for the sun to rise.
haas.
then jy sent me home(:
went home bathe and he waited for me downstairs(:
came down slack and chitchat.

after dat went to amk cause wanna meet mummy oso.
jy went home to bathe.
and i fell asleep on his sofa!!!!
so paiseh can =/
then he oso sleep. haha.

wake up went to meet weishun and go central meet mummy for dinner.
they came along cause mummy ask me to bring them(:
eat alr, mummy went off then we slack at amk.
chris and matthew came for awhile.
then chris pei me take train to raffles place but he stay in toa payoh(:

SATURDAY
had gess netballl gathering at kallang!! :D
met sinyee, peiqi, shimin, jiaying and jocelyn at tiong.
took 16 down to kallang.
lots of seniors was dere.
including those which graduated much much earlier than us.
played court games and slack, chit-chat.

1 plus went to kallang leisure park for lunch.
ate at pasta mania.
the fastest service i've ever seen.

after dat, jiaying, shimin, sinyee, peiqi and jasmin came over to my hse.
play majong and bluff.
loser have to do forfeit(:
borrow salt and toilet paper! :D

they left at 8 plus?
they jy came over to meet me(:
pei him eat dinner then slack at my hse here.
was planning to play mj wif chris they all oso but in the end they didnt wana come dwn =/
so slack at home and watch tv.
and he pat me to sleep(:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY REGINA! :D

went boat quay to celebrate her bdae.
got a big grp of ppl dere!
they open 2 bottle.
1 martell, 1 chivas.
i went around 11 plus.
but all reach around 9 plus.
so there wasnt much left =/
but luckily adrain and zhuangli was dere!
hees, i love playing dice wif adrain(:

gina and her bf so sweet lah.
i damn jealous can =/
i promise not to cry and yet i did again :(
thanks yuki for cheering me up, one of the girls and travis! (:

group photo! haas, i got to know so many more new frens(:

group photo 2! :D
they are a bunch of fun-loving guys(:



dental hygiene test was a killer.
studied lyk shit and i still dun think im gonna gt gd grades :(
too last min le :(

studied overnight wif mus, yongjun and jas at sunplaza mac.
reached dere around 1230.
most of the time i was stoning and being disturbed by some ahbengs and ahlians.
they talk damn loud ok!
lyk talking to ppl in KL liddat!
even though we blast our music we still can hear the girl laughter!
yj eventually call the police.
sg police are so not efficient ok!
took damn long to come.
police only ask them lower their voice and so on lor.



can you blieve it???!!!
its 6.02am and im here at sembawang sunplaza mac wif mus and jasmine studying!!!
se, miracle happen again!!
go buy toto ok.
think will strike first price man! :D
let me give u a lucky number, 1129!!
noe y? cause its the module code.
the sucky dental hygiene that im studying now!
wish me good luck for my tst pls!!
need lots of luck!

wow, im getting so much better(:
it may be a good thing that we broke up after all.
im so motivated now.
to study hard and slim down.
my goal for this month, lose 5kg by the end of this month.
and win yongjun in this sem!
i wanna get at least a 2.5 gpa this sem.
cross my heart, im gonna do it.
by hook or by crook(:
my frens says im pretty, so i should not be bothered by wat he said anymore.
i still have plenty of other guys rite. haha.
i will learn to be more confident of myself.
and of course, that will have to be when i slimmed down succesfully.
lets hope i wont give up halfway again this time(:
pray hard for me please(:

miracle happened today!
i got a B+ for oral pathology and C+ for radiography!!
which i didnt even finish studying. haas.
i guess luck is really on my side(:
if im not wrong, im gonna get a B for biosci(:
hope i can get at least a B! :D

my goal, study hard, save up money.
and after this 3 yrs i wanna go melbourne and study dentistry.
dat would mean save lyk hell!
but yeah, i hope i can do it.

and tell u something ok, i didnt cry today! :D
not a single tear shed!
im a brave and strong girl.
even though i really felt abit emo jus now =/
move on girl. you can do it(:

it all ended.
yeah, everything.
after all that i've done, what i got back was,
you've tried your best, but something is missing.
thanks for showing me how unreliable love can be.
how things can fucking go wrong in jus half an hour.

mayb if u lied to me again, i'll believe you.
even i noe it will be another lie, i still chose to believe you.
but no, you didnt even bother to explain.
must less comfort me.
i believed you.
and trust all that i have in you.

i feel lyk a fool, giving all dat i can.
and yet, it still turn out to be this ending.
i wish i can be strong,
lyk all the other girls out dere.
jus end it wif dignity and pride.
but i cant, im such a loser.

things kept on replaying in my mind.
i cant even slp in peace.
how i wish it was jus a nightmare.
and when i wake up everything will be back to normal.
you'll still be dere and i'll still think im the only one.

lyk wat they said, i've been living in self denial.
and yes, i would rather be.
at least i will still be happy and you will still be dere.
i dun wish to face this ugly world alone.
i wish you were still here.
to share my day and joy and happiness.
or to feel the hurt in me and comfort me.
i need your hug,
your reassuring voice.
telling me its all ok,
and you still love me the most.
i need you to wipe away my tears, and ask me not to cry.
say you feel hurt that i cried.
say dat you do care.

how could things go so wrong.
we were still happy and laughing jus awhile ago.
i wish i wasnt so curious,
i wish i hasnt seen the msg.
i rather live in self denial.
i rather you lied to me than for me to face this pain alone.

i wish i was strong.
i've expected it all along.
its not really a shock to me.
so why cant i face it wif my head held up high and say its ok?
i've repeated this scenario over and over again in my head,
so why, when it comes to reality i cant do it.
i really cant handle this pain anymore.
its too much.
i wish i can jus drop dead on the spot.
or to slp and nv wake up.
then i will not have to bear wif this pain.

every single thing remind me of you.
every single thing u said are repeated over and over in my head.
all the promises you gave, where did it go?
all the things you said, did you really mean it?

wat have i done to deserve this?

sis is coming back from hongkong tml!
finally!
this week pass quite fast.
due to work, work and more work.

and i realise i had nv blog about my attachment before!
so ya, had attachment today.
its once every 2 weeks at NUH, faculty of dentistry.
we basically observe how the undergraduate treats the patient.
and observe the taking of x-ray.
half of the class will go for attachment while the rest have practical in school!
we practically slack at NUH lah.
nth to do jus walk around and slack and keep on having break! :D

today quite fun.
we get to see pediatric dentistry.
which is children's dentistry.
the kids are so cute! :D
got this down's syndrome boy.
he's damn brave and sweet lah(:
so cute :D

i hate hate hate hate weekdays.
sigh. especially so since dear went for attachment.
he seems so busy and have no time to meet up.
as usual, i'll get all emotional and totally no mood for anything else.
i should learn to control my emotions.
it always gets the upper hand.
my life sucks.

my financial also getting very low.
tell me how to survive this christmas?
i have not been shopping for around 1 month.
and my money still doesnt grow.
my pay for this current job aint enough at all.
its only jus enough for me to pay for my lappy monthly installments.
and after dat, i have nth left.
sigh. life is so hard without money.
and christmas is coming.
i dun even have money for my own shopping :(
and dear's present as well :(
life doesnt look too good now.
i need a higher pay job.
around $8/hr or more.
but for short hours.
any intro?

i miss him ultra much.
things are gg haywire.
exams are coming and tell u wat, i havent start much studying.
jus hope i will not fail.
dun harbour too much hope PL, A's are impossible for you =x

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