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    layout: detonatedlove♥
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    stocks: _excentric_
    Friday, February 27, 2009
    11:07 AM

    i swear im gonna lose some fats.
    (alot actually) =/

    then i can go clubbing/suntanning and show off my navel piercing! :D
    hahahaha.
    jus joking.
    ppl would get so turn off jus by looking at my fats! :(

    my plan, eat very very little.
    and if i can find ppl to exercise wif me?
    i wanna go london weight management!!!!!!!!

    Thursday, February 26, 2009
    8:24 AM

    will try to blog bout the class chalet soon!
    *if i get the mood to start* :D

    met up wif sweet today!
    lyk after about 1 week?
    miss her much!
    and we finally get our navel piercing done! :D
    i thought it would be painful.
    but the truth is, it doesnt hurt that bad.
    very bearable(:


    hope you're not too gross out by my fats after seeing this(:


    went to watch marley and me at 9 plus.
    before movie starts, sweet came over to my hse(:
    i still prefer the book to the movie.
    the book is nicer.
    much more detail.
    shoud read it but should oso watch the movie!
    i rate it 7.5/10
    cause im someone who loves to watch dog shows and who loves dog(:

    Sunday, February 22, 2009
    11:33 AM

    if you been through wat i went through,
    you wont wanna rush into a relationship now.
    so yea, i need more time.
    and if u dun wanna wait, nth i can say or do.
    im jus not ready.

    i enjoyed spending time wif you.
    talking to u and u caring for me.
    but the thing is im jus not ready=/

    but i dun wan u to leave too.
    sigh.

    Tuesday, February 17, 2009
    8:06 AM

    i cant wait for exams to finish!
    not mine, but sweet and darling's!
    cause thier ending later =/

    went studyign with sweet on sun and mon.
    went to liang court on sun.
    and tiong on mon.

    studied at the hongkong cafe at liang court.
    the carrot cake is nice! :D

    mine, cripsy garlic ribs noodle(:






    SWEET! :D


    she is so hardworking. haha.





    sweet bought me the bun to cheer me up.
    so sweet of her rite(:
    and the bun is sooooo cute!












    we were taking pictures most of the time! haha.
    got many things planned to do,
    after her exam.
    we're gonna do naval piercing!!! :D
    i wanna do tatto too.
    but not sure.
    sweet dun let me do tongue piercing!!!!!!!!
    RAWRS!


    Thursday, February 12, 2009
    9:18 AM

    Sweet! (Noelle)



    nothing i say can shows how grateful i am for yor company(:
    thanks alot for lending me your shoulder(:
    seriously, i woudnt noe wat to do if u werent dere ytd.
    you're always so nice and warm!
    its almost lyk i can go find you anytime if i have any problems! :D
    thanks yea, regret not knowing you earlier(:


    Darling! (Sheeny)



    darling! its amazing how we can click together because i neva thought we would be that close(:
    im really happy to have you as my fren(:
    you're jus lyk noelle, always dere for me.
    i noe even if i have no love, i will still have u 2 dere to comfort me and tell me its alright.
    thanks of listening to all my whines and cries.
    lending me a shoulder too when i need someone to cry on.
    or being on the phone wif me and listening to me crying.
    it may not seem lyk alot.
    but you did ALOT for me in this short period of time(:
    thanks for showing me how true frens should be.
    i wan us to be best frens!
    forever ok! :D
    love you darling!
    meet up soon.
    im missing you!







    Tuesday, February 10, 2009
    5:21 AM




    只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
    zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
    There's only the piano left to stand here with me

    夢想中 屬於我們的婚禮
    meng xiang zhong, shu yu wo men de hun li
    The marriage between us that I've always dreamt of

    卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
    que cheng le, dan ren jie hun jin xing qu
    Has become the tune of someone walking down the aisle alone

    在這場愛情角力的拔河裡 愛我還是愛你
    zai zhe chang ai qing jiao li de ba he li, ai wo hai shi ai ni
    In this love tug-of-war, to love me or to love you

    你選擇了自己
    ni xuan zhe le zi ji
    You chose yourself

    撒嬌的 可愛的 女人的 愛哭的
    sa jiao de, ke ai de, nv ren de, ai ku de
    Poutingly, Cutely, Girlishly, Loving to cry

    照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的
    zhao pian li, ceng jing de dou shi ni xi huan de
    All the photos contains memories that you like

    如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶
    ru jin wo hai zai yuan di, ni que zou hui ni de ji
    Till today I'm still at the starting point, but you have already walked back into your memories

    你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
    ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo, jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
    You said I loved you too much, so much so that it's drowning you

    你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
    ni hai pa xing fu duan zhan yi miao jiu peng luo
    You're scared that happiness will ebb after only a second

    分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
    fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo, rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
    Breaking up is a form of relief; it allows you to think through carefully

    我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我
    wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong, ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
    Can you give me that life that I want

    你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼n
    i shuo wo gei ni tai duo, que bu neng gei wo shen me
    You said I gave you too much, that you couldn't give me anything

    分不清激情承諾永恆或迷惑
    fen bu qing ji qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
    Can't tell between fervour, promises, eternity or temptation

    愛情是一道傷口
    ai qing shi yi dao shang kou
    Love is like a wound

    我們各自苦痛
    wo men ge zi ku tong
    Let's endure the pain ourselves

    什麼是我最后溫柔
    shen me shi wo zui hou wen rou
    What is my final act of gentleness

    是因為我太愛你
    shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
    Is because I love you too much

    只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
    zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
    There's only the piano left to stand here with me

    夢想中 屬於我們的婚禮
    meng xiang zhong, shu xu wo men de hun li
    The marriage between us that I've always dreamt of

    安靜了 在我整夜的夢裡
    an jing le, zai wo zheng ye de meng li
    Has been silenced in my night-long dream

    我知道相愛原本就不容易
    wo zhi dao xiang ai yuan ben jiu bu rong yi
    I know that mutual love is not easy from the start

    愛不是一加一
    ai bu shi yi jia yi
    Love is not just one plus one

    努力就有結局
    nu li jiu you jie ju
    You won't always get results even if you work hard

    撒嬌的 可愛的 迷人的 愛哭的
    sa jiao de, ke ai de, mi ren de, ai ku de
    Poutingly, Cutely, Girlishly, Loving to cry

    照片裡 曾經的都是愛著你的
    zhao pian li, ceng jing de dou shi ai zhe ni de
    From all the photos we've taken it can be seen how much I once loved you

    臉頰的淚還溫熱 卻沒有人握我的手
    nian jia de lei hai wen re, que mei you ren wo wo de shou
    The tears on my cheeks are still warm, yet there's no one holding my hand


    a very nice song by S.H.E.
    title is an jing le.
    got the lyrics off some blogger.
    some of the words aint right so pardon me!
    anw, go search the song in youutube.
    bet you'll love it lyk i do.
    cause its sounds so similiar to my life.

    Sunday, February 8, 2009
    11:46 PM

    this time, the pain is even worse.
    much much worse.

    i told myself not to be serious.
    jus take it lightly.
    but you, make me believe once again that u're true.
    seriously, who am i kidding but myselfthat u'll leave again.

    i shouldnt have hope,
    i shouldnt have trust,
    i shouldnt have love.

    if all this are obstacles god put me through,
    then please, its enough.
    once was bad enough, and now?
    the2nd time.
    it feels much worse.
    so much more terribe than u can imagine.

    leaving me because its the best for me?
    then in the first place, why come back?

    i hate myself.
    i made this happen.
    im jus so weak.
    so fragile.
    whenever i think of days without you.
    wat am i suppose to do to get myself out of this?

    tears nv stops flowing.
    body nv stops longing.
    mind nv stops thinking.
    heart nv stops aching.

    Saturday, February 7, 2009
    10:10 PM

    i guess things whihc are not meant to be.
    no matter how much effort you put in, it will still end up the same.

    i thought i had grown stronger after being through it once.
    but no, i still the same.
    weak as always when im around you.

    i thought you had changed too.
    but im jus kidding myself.
    at the start, mayb you're nicer.

    but i know you'll get sick of me soon.
    so i might as well leave early.
    before you start hating me.

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