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    Monday, April 27, 2009
    7:47 AM

    i really dunno.
    sometimes i'll be so brave,
    sometimes i choose to hide in my shell and cry.
    cry for my stupidity, cry for my fate, cry for my lost love.
    was it even mine in the first place? guess not.

    i cant stop the tears,
    nor the jealousy i feel.
    i try to believe, but deep down we both noe its all lies.
    our relationship was built on lies.
    and continue to live on in lies.
    u choose to lie, i choose to believe.
    why so? cause i dun wanna hurt.

    im not brave lyk any other girls to do a clean break once and for all.
    im not dat kind.
    at least not towards u.

    everytime i look forward to our meeting.
    yet i'll be face wif disappointment once again.

    i noe you didnt do ur visa today.
    u went to meet someone else.
    isnt it true.
    you didnt reply msg and u reach home late.
    dun tell me u out wif ur dad till so late.
    u lied. didnt you?

    everytime i got drunk you came to my mind.
    somebody jus has to say a litte something to trigger the tears.
    and it will start flowing lyk a river.

    i hate to be so weak.
    to appear weak to other ppl.
    its not wat i wan.
    i used to be the brave one.
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