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    Sunday, February 8, 2009
    11:46 PM

    this time, the pain is even worse.
    much much worse.

    i told myself not to be serious.
    jus take it lightly.
    but you, make me believe once again that u're true.
    seriously, who am i kidding but myselfthat u'll leave again.

    i shouldnt have hope,
    i shouldnt have trust,
    i shouldnt have love.

    if all this are obstacles god put me through,
    then please, its enough.
    once was bad enough, and now?
    the2nd time.
    it feels much worse.
    so much more terribe than u can imagine.

    leaving me because its the best for me?
    then in the first place, why come back?

    i hate myself.
    i made this happen.
    im jus so weak.
    so fragile.
    whenever i think of days without you.
    wat am i suppose to do to get myself out of this?

    tears nv stops flowing.
    body nv stops longing.
    mind nv stops thinking.
    heart nv stops aching.

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