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Monday, July 28, 2008
8:52 AM fucking depressed and demoralised :( shouldnt have went for training today since shihui wasnt gg. knew coach is gonna train the main players for pesta. so wat for i go. felt like the only one being left out and neglected :( starting of training was alright. until she make us do half court. i wasnt put into play at all for around an hr. she only ask me stand at the back to be lyk the "defender" but in actual fact, i dun have to do anything. she's jus trying to make it less obvious that she's heck-caring me. lyk whatever lah! fuck! feel lyk quitting. cause there's no future being in nyp netball. hais. tell me what should i do? i need someone to talk to now. was so loking forward to talking to p on the phone and pour out all my sorrows to him. but when i called he didnt pick up. think he's asleep :( hais.life is bad when im not wif him :( even him oso ask me to quit netball. hais. got 3 papers next week and i have nt started studying at all. fuck. so gonna suffer from depression soon. |
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